Thursday, 30 August 2012

Monday, 6 August 2012


ok. hari ni da start type report. tp cam sblum ni, bler start type report, time tu la start blik pinar2 mata sbb duk crik literature review.
tp x ksahla.yg tu projek hari2. so x bes nk criter.

criter bes pe eh arini? x bes pn. eh2, mnede x bes. org mukmin tu sokmo bersyukur. arini sbnanye bes, sbb boleh start wat report, sbb sblum ni kne wat analysis sokmo.alhamdulillah.
n then, dpt wat kuih cornflakes yg modified skit.

so, org nk type skit resipi kat sini. sbb org suker hilangkan brg, termasukla buku2 tulis yg lme2 tu yg org gne utk salin resipi. jadi org ingat sng skit klu abadikan dlm blog ni. sbb inshaAllah, lg x hilang.

so..resipi ni mmg bukan aku punya (tu agak obvious, mmg xyah ckp pn snanye.heh) dari link ni

ni lah ku buat..

1) Sediakan bahan2 (ni bibik ajar setelah bbrape kali ku wat dapur pening sbb salu stat dgn ape2 bahan yg ader dlu pastu bru crik yg lain2.hehe.
bahan2: corn flakes 5 cawan, golden syrup (ganti honey) 5 sudu besar, susu pekat manis 2 sudu besar, dgn cups yg tomey2 tuh..oh lpe, marjerin/butter dlm 2 sudu besar
2)cairkan marjerin tu atas api
3)masukkan golden syrup n honey tu.
4)pastu masukkan corn flakes tu cup-by-cup (so sng skit nk gaul)


Sunday, 5 August 2012

sempena nuzul Qur'an

today is 17th of Ramadhan, subhaanallah, how time flies. it was just yesterday when i said to bibik, i don't wan tomorrow to come, i don't want to go to another week. but alhamdulillah, tsumma alhamdulillah, Allah kurniakan satu nikmat untuk bernafas dengan kesihatan iman dan tubuh badan untuk satu hari lagi. untuk terus memberi khidmat sebagai hambaNya. terima kasih Allah :)

hari ni bce surah at-taubah, jumpa satu ayat yg besh. huu. at-taubah:51

قُلْ لَنْ يُصِيبَنَا إِلَّا مَا كَتَبَ اللَّهُ لَنَا هُوَ مَوْلَانَا ۚ وَعَلَى اللَّهِ فَلْيَتَوَكَّلِ الْمُؤْمِنُونَ
Katakanlah: "Sekali-kali tidak akan menimpa kami melainkan apa yang telah ditetapkan Allah untuk kami. Dialah Pelindung kami, dan hanya kepada Allah orang-orang yang beriman harus bertawakal".

there is more to this verse than just to be recited during times of calamity. nak hafal la ayat ni. :')

Tuesday, 24 July 2012

day 8

today is the 8th day we're fasting, but not from food and srink, that person would probably know about what..

alhamdulillah, Allah has made us through this 8 days, oh Allah, please lengthen it for us as long as that halal relationship is yet to come. please ya Allah, i beg you for this one. Ameen.

this is the 5th day of fasting, alhamdulillah. there is little that i've done, but oh Allah, please accept from me the little things that i do, and forgive for me all the sins i did, be it small or big. ameen.

Sunday, 22 July 2012

Taxi with Ba

today, is supposed to be a day-off for me..i managed to get the dress for Aisyah's wedding 1/4 done.  Went to visit Atuk's kubur, and there's not much actually :(

but one thing happened that touched my heart today. as Ba n I was going to pick up his car from the carwash in JJ, we weren't sure of either taking the taxi or just drive another car. but then, we saw a taxi just at the end of the little road at the back of our house. so, Ba just asked if he could send us off to Jaya Jusco (where there is Ba's favourite carwash),. The taxi driver replied with a yes but asked us to wait a few seconds because he wanted to pay the taxi rent.

teksi Malaysia
it was the first i'd knew that a taxi driver would have to rent the car (ie his taxi) before he could go on searching and earn his living.

i know, it's just like a shop-owner had to rent the shop-lot before he could start his business.

but then, with all the hardwork, may Allah bless his efforts and rizq he gets through it.

anyway, as Ba and I waited, we decided that I'd pay for the ride as Ba didn't have small change.

so, we started the ride, after the taxi driver finished his dealings.

the taxi driver and Ba went on chatting like adults (which I could not hope to hop in!)..

and the taxi driver went on narrating why he had to rent the taxi on his own, which was because he had been cheated by a friend in some ways.

and that being a taxi-driver is only his part-time job (which could mean that he is also doing other jobs)

as we were passing through Taman Jaya, the taxi driver pointed to us a house of a widow, with 3 children, all were mentally disabled. living on her own (i can;t remember if he said anything about her having a job), her husband passed away about 3 months ago (if my memory served me right). he visited the house and really, he saw nothing except one single-sized bed. at times, they really had to eat only rice and salt.

then, we asked about whether or not the Surau committee knew about it, or the Social Welfare Department, i couldn't remember whether he said he didn't know or it wasn't enough.

he said that he would sometimes, once a week, go to market, cook extra dishes and send it to the family.

he addded with 'kte ingat kte dah susah, rupenye ad org lagi susah'...

him? a taxi driver? who had to work hard for his earnings? subhaanallah, such a big heart in that small taxi. may Allah accept from him his deeds. may we all follow his footsteps, ameen.

lafter a few minutes, we reached JJ, where he dropped us. he said the ride was RM7.50, before I could take out the money from my purse, Ba asked me to leave (remember that Ba and I had agreed for me to pay as he had no small change?). and I know Ba, he would have paid the guy some fifties, and some for the widow's family.

may Allah bless Ba too.

Allah has blessed me sooooooo much by letting me live this life around wonderful people, for me take heed and learn from them. may Allah include me and all the people above among the Muhsineen. Ameen.

Saturday, 21 July 2012



'Eidul-Fitri 1432
Semalam pergi lawat Atuk&Wan for first berbuka of this Ramadhan. Atuk asked everyone to sit down for a minute following jemaah Maghrib. He then conveyed his thanks to us all, his grandchildren and children for coming over. 

Oh. betapa tak layaknya, siapa yang patut berterima kasih sebenarnya? tu kan rumah atuk. rumah atuk yang kitorg sedara2 tlg kecohkan biler berkumpul? tlg sepahkan???*huk3*

Semoga Allah berikan Atuk&Wan ketenangan&keberkatan dalam hari2 yang mendatang. Semoga hari2 yang dtg menjadi ladang buat Atuk&Wan di syurga menanti. Ameen.

My thoughts: 1st Ramadhan 1430

This day, last year my family and I was in Makkah. I did my first umrah a day before, the noon before the first Maghrib of Ramadhan.

I had a problem, thus, I cannot perform the umrah even after 3 days of arrival to the Land of Masjidil Haram. It was Ba who remained with me to do tawaf and sa'i as everyone else had made the umrah twice before I could perform mine. 

He needn't to actually, but because I'm his daughter and he is my father, he did so, even under the hot sun and difficult walks of 7 rounds circling the Ka'bah, and another 7 times of to-and-fro  of Safa and Marwah. How can I repay him? I'll do my best, but Allah's reward is really, the best for him.

We did the tawaf before dzuhur, prayed dzuhur, and then continue for sa'i.

All that being said, later in the day, we reached the masjidil haram before it had adzan, thus, we heard the call to prayer within the haraam. We stayed till Isya', did our first tarawikh in Makkah, before we could have our dinner. We didn't want to leave the haraam because we knew it was going to be difficult for us to get in again if we had leave. Thus, following dinner we rented a taxi to get to Bir Ali for miqat and niyyat

Some of us performed the umrah straight away, some did the next morning. Muslims would take the chance to perform umrah at least once in Ramdhan, because of one Rasulullah's (saw) hadith: 

taken on 28/7/2011 during Turkey-Urdun-Haramain trip '11
Ibn `Abbâs relates that Allah’s Messenger (peace be upon him) asked a woman from Madinah: “What prevented you from embarking on the Hajj pilgrimage with us?”  
She replied: “We had two camels. My husband and child took one and left the other for the rest of us to ride on.” 
The Prophet (peace be upon him) then told her: “When the month or Ramadan arrives, go for ‘umrah, because `umrah in Ramadan is like accompanying me on Hajj.” [Sahîh al-Bukhârî (1764)]

There isn't much that I wrote about this trip of ours last year, perhaps, it's time that add values to it.
May Allah grant us the rizq to go there again, together. One day, InshaAllah. Ameen.

May Allah grant us all a better Ramadan this year than last year. 

Saturday, 30 June 2012

::seribu impian::

Pernah diingatkan oleh sorg lecturer ni, kte kne mulekan semua perkara dgn bismillah, klu x, kurang keberkatan dari Allah. Dan agak zalim di situ bler mne kte boleh memaksimakan barakah n pahala (seizinNya), tp kte x buat. Klu terlupe, xpe. Huu

Bru lpas habis session dgn circle of love, td ktorg bincang psal byk perkare. Mulenya dgn tazkirah cik didi, nk pendekkan crite, tazkirah pasal cita2 or...impian..x sangka hari ni ckp psal impian, rsenye time kcik2 dlu je ckp psal bnde ni..kcik2 dlu impian nak pencil kaler luna yg 12 batang penuh. Nak Barbie doll dgn rumah2 de skali. Klu tnye cter2, ape2 yg glamour, mcm doctor ke, pensyarah ke, lawyer ke..hehe.. pokoknya yg glamour. Pastu, klu dh besar skit, kate x ksah jadi ape2, asal dpt wat ma n ba bangga..(tp cter2 ni rsenye x tercapai pn lg..hrmm..)

eh2, ape ni, ckp psal cita2 I nk share tazirah..mcm mne bler maner kte bertambah matang (cf. umur), kte tend tu develop our cita2. Cita2 tu akan develop n bertukar hala. Klu dh msuk U xkan la cita2 masih pd luna 12 batang tu, mulelah nak kejar cgpa 4 flat, distinction n bla3..

Tp...macam mne ptutnye cita2 tu berubah bler bertemu dgn mokcik hidayah n pokcik tarbiyyah??? Bler maner diri sendiri berubah, haruslah, cita2 diri org tu pn turut berubah...

Sp xtau kisah Umar(ra) yg dlm benaknya suatu ketika adalah untuk membunuh Rasulullah(saw) ttapi setelah beriman, cita2nya adalah agar bilik tersebut dipenuhi dgn jundi2 seperti Abu Ubaidah al Jarrah, Musab bin Umair, dll..sungguh, biler iman bertamu di hati bkan sje perilaku, bahkan cita2 itu turut berubah arah, wlupun bezanya seperti Artik gan Antartik!!!

Mana mungkin seorang mahasiswa (yakni aku) cita2 cuma untuk lulus dan kahwin agar dpt bina keluarga. Sungguh, rugilah aku. X perlu sesorg utk memiliki tarbiyyah dan islam utk bercita2 sebegitu. Harus lain.
Cita2 ku yg terlintas saat ini adalah utk melihat Malaysia jadi seperti Mesir.
Sungguh, untung Mesir. Dengan Presiden Mursi, seorang yg hafal 30 juz Al-Qur’an jadi pemimpin negara!!!hwaa, klu seorang presiden boleh, apatah lg aku...huu..

pastu, lead solat jemaah!!!huu..Malaysia, bler nak jd camni???
Pastu, bler dlm ‘bubble’ of body guards, presiden sendiri yg pecahkan ‘bubble’ tu..Najib, why u no like that??? (tp, again, what do I expect?)
Pas3, Dr Mursi bkak sendiri jaket de, nk tunjut kat rakyat yg de x pki bullet-proof pnye jacket, sbb de x takutkan sp2, de takutkan Allah jer..huu..Mesir-ians, i jeles...

Jeles tp dlm mase yg same, aku bangga, kagum dan turut gembira (hanya Allah yg tahu) dgn kemenangan Dr Mursi di situ, sbab kemenangan dia, bkan kemenangan seorang manusia, tp sebuah agama, dan inshaAllah, Mesir tlah mulakan langkahnya utk menggapai khalifah.
Tp, selagi Dia izinkan, xkan mungkin aku lbih sygkan Mesir dari Malaysia yang tumpah darah aku ni..

Jd, semuenya perlu start dari skrg, kne work for it Hanisah dear...
passing exams is just a tool for a bigger aim...bigger aim, so Malaysia would one day be like Egypt, insha-Allah.

Tuesday, 26 June 2012


bismillah..huk2, sory 10x..sbb skg mode post bnde2 romantik (ke?)..huu..

mcmlah ad org bcer pn..ehe..k, ape2 je merepek nih..adehh..nways, doakan sy ye kwn2, so that x perlu dh post bnde2 cenggini in the near future..hooohooo..

Tashiru : Maaf tuk berpisah
Kau tahu tentang hatiku yang tak pernah bisa melupakanmu
Kau tahu tentang diriku yang selalu mengenangmu selamanya
Kini kusadari Bahwa semua itu
Adalah salah, juga keliru
Akan membuat hati menjadi ternodai

Maafkanlah segala khilaf yang tlah kita terlewati
Tlah membawamu kedalam jalan yang melupakan tuhan
Kita memang harus berpisah
Tuk menjaga diri
Untuk kembali mngarungi hidup
Dalam ridho ilahi

Kutahu bahwa dirimu
Mendambakan kasih suci yang sejati
Kuyakin bahwa dirimu
Merindukan kasih sayang yang hakiki

Kini kusadari Bahwa semua itu
Adalah salah, juga keliru ooo
Akan membuat hati menjadi ternodai

Dan bila takdirnya kita bersama
Pastilah Allah akan menyatukan kita

Friday, 15 June 2012


nk post sambil tgh kelas.ehe.

mahasiswa nih..kekeke..tgh blaja psal envi health risk assesmt..

ad 5 steps.

step 1. gazard identificatiin

step 2. expoaure asesmt

step 3. doae-response assessmt..

tgh nk assess risk cadmium

org rmi dpt cadmium plg byk thru food. tp klu org yg merokok dr rokok ad jgak kat dlm jewellery yg muroh..hukhuk..seb bek x pki brg pki kire x? ehe

pastu cadmium ni bulih wat breast n prostate ca..

step 4&5 x msuk lg..ok..bye...

Location : Jalan Pintasan Kuantan, 25300 Kuantan, Pahang,

Thursday, 14 June 2012


hukhukhuk..sweetnye ktorg..ehe..

Wednesday, 6 June 2012


bler nekad, tggu pn xpe! cihwahwa..

snanyer, bru dpt satu formula x wat lg randomized trial..ehe

klu kte rindu or teringat kat someone,
kte ptut doakan smoga org tu,
 saat kte tringatkan die,
die tgh ingat kat Allah.

tau x ape benefit formula nih?
benefit de,
malaikat akan doakan perkara yg samer utk kte :)))


pkul 3 ptg ni kne bentang critical appraisal.
masalahnya, Dr Jamal xder. yay! (tu bkan masalah snanyer.ehe.)
10.15 am

Tuesday, 5 June 2012

jatuh cinta lagi :']

mlm ni aku jatuh cinta lagi.
mcm mner nih?
alhamdulillah 'ala kulli haah wa ni'mah.
sungguh, aku jatuh cinta!
jatuh cinta lagi~~lagi lagi ku jatuh cinta~jatuh cinta pada setiap wanita..ooopst, wanita2..wanita2 (ermm,mcm dh belia sgt je nk sebut wanita) tu lah ukhti2 tercinta.
hati ni dari sblum mule lg dh boleh agak cuaca akan jadi mendung, nasib hati ni basah lembab2 sbb hujan rintik2.
ku hargai ukhti semua.
ku hargai ukhuwwah kter, maner mungkin di beli?
x terbeli dan x ternilai.
indahnya ukhuwwah, sbab pertemuan adalah tarbiyyah.
dan setiap pertemuan mberikan tarbiyyah yg baru.
hanya Tuhan yg tahu, tautnya hati2 kter.
smoga Allah redha akan ukhti semua.
pertemuan esok lusa jgn dirisaukan, jika ku tiada lg, pasti Allah di sisi.
tp berdoalah agar kter smuer dpt bertemu dan dduk dlm taman2 syurga di akhirat sana.
bersama, selamanya :']

Sunday, 3 June 2012

sungguh, aku rindu!!!

hwaa..rindu nyer kat ba&ma..skjap sgt jumper :((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
tsktsktsk..nk blik!nk ikut ba&ma..nk duk dlm kete gan dorg otw ke kl..sungguh, aku rindu..manekan bisa aku 2 minggu lg mcm ni..ya Allah, permudahkanlah..bila mana ku akur pd batas ku takat Kuantan ni jer. lindungi mereka sbgmaner mereka tlah melindungiku dri kecil. jge hati n perasaan mereka yg slalu aku goresi. sayangi mereka, cintai mereka. sungguh, aku cinta!!!hwaaa..

(mode: emo gler~~~)

Saturday, 2 June 2012


dan jadilah aku super-owl..owl yg super-miss bulan!!!aduss

Friday, 1 June 2012

Mode Hati : Sungai Ulu Tembeling

bak sungai itu, pelbagai yg sedang mengalir dlm hati ni.
semoga Allah berkenan mengalirkan segalanya dengan petunjukNya.

a weekend for myself

guess what, i'm going to do a diary sorta entry now. a weekend for myself is quite not me as i would either be at home, or busy myself with the my bigger family here or anywhere. but this time around, i need to sacrifice. i need to be sincere. not going with my parents to Tasik Kenyir. home visit will only start at 2. so, i dont know what can i do till then. hrmm. but actually, i have lotsa things ti think 'bout. my critical appraisal. the upcoming exam. my research. my vacation. ok, thanks to ulu tembeling n jerantut, we'll now call it a night.

Thursday, 24 May 2012

Friday's Wish

“May Allah take away from you
 all that takes you away from

Rabia Al-Adawiyah
Lady saint of Basra 
(95-185 AH)

Friday, 18 May 2012

but the hearts are at rest.

sy rse ad certain things at certain times pntg utk kte voice out utk kemaslahatan umat..our thoughts may be fighting with each other, but the hearts are at rest..

we're not perfect, but that doesn't mean we can't follow the perfect ones..

Narrated Aisha:
That Allah's Apostle said to her, "I know when you are pleased with me or angry with me." I said, "Whence do you know that?" He said, "When you are pleased with me, you say, 'No, by the Lord of Muhammad,' but when you are angry with me, then you say, 'No, by the Lord of Abraham.' " Thereupon I said, "Yes (you are right), but by Allah, O Allah's Apostle, I leave nothing but your name." 

Sahih Bukhari Volume 7, Book 62, Number 155

arguing in a certain manner is good, as the above hadith states, even Aisyah(ra) felt the urge. she didn't hide it away, she showed it through her words, by subtituting the name of Muhammad(saw) to Abraham(as). This is a common hadith, but actually,the last bit is what is important. when she says "I leave nothing but your name". That even when she's angry, nothing has changed between them, except Rasulullah's name through her tongue. He is still the same in her heart.

Thursday, 17 May 2012

ba :')

today i remembered ba a lot..

hari ni teringat sgt kat ba..teringat wktu time ktorg smue sekolah rendah lg..along n angah g al-amin, me n mayah went to IIC..the two schools is about 5-10 minutes apart, so ba used to send us in one go..

the thing is, al-amin starts at 7.30 am n IIC at, me n mayah would usually arrive at IIC much earlier, around 7.30..

but ba, was a great father when i think back..he wouldn't just drop us like that at 7.30..
instead, he'll park n let us stay in the car until almost 8..even in that short interval, he cared..
he let us sleep until the time comes..sometimes he sleeps too..sometimes, when both of us don't sleep, he would recite to me his memorization..once, it was al-kahfi..

when it's almost 8, only then we'll leave the car, then he'll go to the hospital..

n now that i've grown up, i still do rebel at times..n not only that, i did nothing that has made him proud.. :(

he deserves all the good things in this world n hereafter..may Allah forgive all his sins and place him with the Prophets n Sahabaahs in Jannah..ameen

Friday, 11 May 2012

Friday's Tears

 ‘The tear of the sinner is more beloved to God
 than the arrogance of the righteous man’ 

Ibn Ata’illah As Sakandari

Saturday, 28 April 2012



telah selamat 'mukhayyam' kali ni..'mukhayyam' plg bermakna inshaAllah..telah diminta utk menghulurkan bantuan pd para peserta clean3.0 melalui medical team

dan sudah dijadikan syarat sp yg memakai tag medical team utk tidak menunjukkan sebarang sokongan

terhadap perhimpunan. kami seharusnya 'neutral'

pengalaman x dpt dilupakan biler kne tear gas. tlg org yg xleh nk bernafas pd mse yg samer truck fru sedang mendekati.nsib baik ad protestor lain yg sudi hulurkan ventolin.

slalu terbyg waktu kcik2 boleh tlg org as medical personnel in times of war n disaster. n Allah dh makbulkan.

Allah, Engkau selalu memakbulkan doaku. jadikan lah aku hamba yg sentiasa bersyukur. amin.

Location : 1-31 Jalan Ikhlas 9, Bandar Tun Razak, 56000 Kuala Lumpur, Federal Territory of Kuala Lumpur,

Friday, 6 April 2012


today i made ayam masak kicap n sayur masak air(ad ke such things?)
x kesahla..yg penting, i 'methodology' i..
1. potong ayam
2. tumis bawang putih n merah
3. masukkan ayam
4. goreng
5. msukkan sesedap rse sos tiram n kicap n lada
6. msukkan tomato n cili
7. tuang semue ni dalam mangkuk untuk hidang..haha

cara nak buat sayur plak
1. Potong broccoli n carrot
2. tumis bawang putih n merah
3. Masukkan broccoli n carrot
4. Tambah secawan air
5. Tambah garam n perasa secukupnye
6. tunggu mendidih, masukkan tauhu cina..siap!!!


Lukisan alam

Lirik dah utk jadi lagu tema time travel di atas bumi, lagu ni agak slow..jadi, nak kne cari lagu lain juger..this is for the timebeing..enjoy! :)
Hidup tidak selalunya indah
Langit tak selalu cerah
Suram malam tak berbintang
Itulah lukisan alam
(Begitu aturan Tuhan)
Jadilah rumput nan lemah lembut
Tak luruh dipukul ribut
Bagai karang di dasar lautan
Tak terusik dilanda badai
Dalam suka hitunglah kesyukuranmu
Dalam senang awasi kealfaanmu
Setitis derita melanda
Segunung kurniaanNya
Usah mengharapkan ke segalanya
Dalam perjuangan penuh pengorbanan
Usah dendam berpanjangan
Maafkan kesalahan insan
(Begitu ajaran Tuhan)
Hasbiallah, Hasbunallah
HasbiRabbi jalallahu Ya Allah
Dalam diam taburkanlah baktimu
Dalam tenang buangkanlah amarahmu
Suburkanlah sifat sabar
(Di) dalam jiwamu itu

Monday, 2 April 2012

Day 4

bismillah..alhamdulillah..subhaanallah..x habis2 limpahan kurniaanNya..yg nampak pun x terkira, aptah lg yg x nampak,,ya Allah, jadikanlah natijah perjalanan kami ini teguhnya iman kami, tingkatnya takwa kami, dekatnya kami, dan dalamnya cinta kami padaMu..ameen..

1. woke up to the beautiful clouds of Pekan Kundasang
2. fish spa
3. Sabah Tea
4. Canopy Walk
5. Mandi Sungai
6. Hotspring...

Alhamdulillah, tsumma alhamdulillah :)

Sunday, 18 March 2012

From a long lost friend

May Allah bless you, so dear, yet so far :')

Friday, 16 March 2012

Love like this... :')

“And still, after all this time, the Sun has never said to the Earth, 
"You owe me." 
Look what happens with love like that. 
It lights up the sky.” 

Attributed to Mevlana Jalaluddin Rumi (1207-73)

Tuesday, 13 March 2012

Syurga tu untuk siapa? – K J

In our everyday life, did we stopped a while, take a breath, and ask ourselves, if we are to die now, will our ending be good?

That was what I thought when K J asked the above question. K J is a tranversatite or “maknyah” as our society calls them.

It all happened about half a year ago, when my group and I had to approach K J and friends for a project we had to do as a fourth year medical students.

I too was once those who couldn’t help the disgust and would look away from them. Although it was most probably a reaction ignited by social stigma, never did I know how big the effect was.

Looking away equals to 'I don’t bother about you as long as you don’t bother me'. You can’t expect them to come and plead for your ‘bother’. The law is simple, from every action, there would be a reaction. The reaction from them is usually that, they too won’t bother about us. When they don’t bother about us, how can we expect them to listen to us when we try to invite them to the straight path?

Whatever happened to our principle of hating the sin, but not the sinner?

Isn’t our action actually equals to us hating the sinner? Who are we to hate the sinner? Are we ‘straight’ enough to be guaranteed jannah?

Remember the famous story that a prostitute was granted jannah, for she had given a drink to a dog?  Allah forgives His slaves who have sinned, but what about us?

I am not suggesting that we accept this sin, but what I am promoting here is for us to bring them back to the truth, but for that to happen, we’ll have to break this barrier. Just like how we try to help the drug-addicts, the premarital conceived Muslim girls and etc. Let's shift the paradigm, and do the same for them.

Didnt’t Allah say in An-Nisa’ 116

               Indeed, Allah does not forgive association with Him, but He forgives what is less than that for whom He wills. And he who associates others with Allah has certainly gone far astray.

So, let us too indulge in this form of da’wah, for they are the least (besides the orang asli) to receive it. Don’t send them away, don’t deprive them of the truth.

Saturday, 10 March 2012

Wanna bees~~~

Date: 26/12/2011

Alhamdulillah,baru terase 'hidup' setelah berhempas pulas dlm posting ortho utk 12 minggu yg lepas. puas!!! ble teringat exam dan result..hrmm, x payah la pike sgt..

Lepas 3 hari di kuantan tanpa case presentation, grand ward round, OT, seminar, dll, pulanglah sy ke kuala lumpur..(kne tggu 3 hari sblum blik sbb kne settlekan hal2 lain dlu.)

Plg seronok sekali hari sabtu lepas dapat pergi program Twins of Faith..betapa bestnya de, org2 yg pegi je tau..hehe..

Salah satu cerita yg disampaikan oleh seorang syeikh dalam program tu, yaitu, Syeikh Navaid Azziz..

Once upon a time, long long ago, in a faraway land (Madinah) during Amirul Mu'minin Umar Al-Khattab's Caliphate, a boy had came travelling to Madinah with his camel.

Along his journey, he had to rest and sleep, while his camel goes grazing, unfortunately in another fella's land.

That fella turns out to be an old man who wasn't that happy. The old man throw a stone to the camel, causing it to be injured and later die.

As the boy wakes up, seeing his camel in that condition, he too became angry and upset, and throw the stone back to the old man. The old man bleeds and died due to it.

The boy was uncomfortable with his action and waited at the spot until 2 men appeared, the 2 men turns out to be the sons of the old man. They too weren't happy and thus, brought the boy to see the Khalifah, which was Umar Al-Khattab.

During the proceding, Umar(ra) asked the boy whether he did or did not kill the old man. The boy confessed, however, he said that it wasn't his intention, and it was out of rage. But, the boy still had to be punished by Qisas, blood and blood.

This boy, however, asked if the execution could be postponed, as he is an orphan and he has a younger brother back home. His father has entrusted wealth to him, thus, he'll have to go back and make sure that his brother gets the wealth.

Umar(ra) was ready to grant him the postponement, with a condition, that he is to find a guarantor.

As the boy was a traveller, and no one in Madinah had seen him before, people were looking down at the earth, people aren't willing as the consequence would be that their head to be sacrificed. No one was looking up, he had to screen through the crowd for someone who's willing. 

Suddenly, a hand showed up, and guess whose hand was it? It was Abu Dzar Al-Ghifari's.

So, the boy was released to finish with his business.

The first day, people had already begin to wait, but there were no signs of him.

The second day, people started to become anxious.

The third day came, there was still no news about the boy. People started to get worried and anxious. Would it really be that Abu Dzar's head that's going to be chopped off?

The day was passing by, hours by hours.

It was past Dzuhur..
Past Asar..
Maghrib is nearing..

And that's the boy!!!(with his brother...) 
The boy was running towards Abu Dzar. Then Abu Dzar told him, the day hasn't ended, Maghrib hasn't come. So, Abu Dzar and the 2 boys came to Umar(ra). 

Umar(ra) was surprised that the boy showed up. So he asked him: 

" Why had you come back, you know that I would not send anyone to chase after you? "

What was the boys' answer???

He said: " Oh Amirul Mu'mineen, my reason is simple. I didn't want anyone to say that a Muslim was irresponsible and had not fulfill his words. How can I let someone who was willing to be my gurantor, be killed because of me?"

Subhaanallah..Umaa(ra) was amazed. He then turned to Abu Dzar (ra) as to why had he accepted the responisibility, as Abu Dzar barely knew the boy, and that it could cost him his head.

What did Abu Dzar (ra) say?
"I did it because I didnt want people to say that a Muslim had asked for help, and no Muslims were willing to help him. Even if it has caused my life, I would be a martyr, as I was innocent."

Umar(ra)  decided to carry on with the execution before Maghrib ends. 

The air was still again. A pious boy is to be killed.

The brothers then came up and asked the boy to be relieved as they had pardoned him. 

People began to get confused, Umar(ra) then asked the brothers why had they suddenly changed their decision?
The brothers said:

" We didn't want people to say that a Muslim has asked for forgiveness from another Muslim, and he was not forgiven."

Joy filled the air. Joy in the sound of takbir and tahmid. 

Subhaanallah. MashaAllah. How can I hold up my tears at that point of tume. May Allah make me and my family of those who follow the footsteps of these sahabahs, ameen.

Date: 10/3/2012

Thursday, 8 March 2012

A Prayer...

Mutlu Cuma!!!( Happy Friday, Jumaah Mubarak :) )

We had an interactive session with Prof Ariff today on General Anaesthesia and Airway Protection. We introduced ourselves, the usual things, like our name, our hometown, our previous school and all... but there was an additional things that he wanted to know about us all...

1. Why we took up medicine?
2. Why we choose UIA?
3. What are our 5 year future plans?

My answer for the first question was:
" Honestly, i never really thought of taking up medicine as a field for my future life. I really can't imagine myself being anything or anyone at that point of time when I had to choose. It was my parents' guidance, but alhamdulillah, I am grateful being in this field, for I can now see myself going through humanitarian missions as a professional in medical field. And so that is one of future plans in 5 years time."

As to why I choose UIA, was simply because of the culture over here. The Islam that is here, and not just Muslims. I must admit, that there plenty of rooms to improve, but I guess, it's good enough if compared to other universities. 

In 5 years time, I imagine myself doing humanitarian missions and serving as a future Anaesthetist, inshaAllah..

Prof Ariff then opened up the story of the University opening post-graduate course for Anaesthesiology, and that I am welcomed to join and be accepted, inshaAllah. As the turn was goin to the next person, he said something that really made my day. Something special and precious, a prayer. He said:

" Hanisah, saya doakan awak dapat suami yang paling beriman, yang soleh. Yang akan membimbing awak di dunia dan akhirat, dan bercinta sampai ke syurga. Ameen."

Ameen Prof!!! Ameen!!! To receive that prayer, I feel ashamed of myself, as I did nothing to deserve it. Especially when it comes from a good practising brother in Islam, a lecturer, who prayed for me like a father would for his daughter. May Allah bless you today, bless you with the prayers of the mu'mineen, bless you with Iman, Islam and make you of those who steadfast on His way. Bless you and your family, inshaAllah Prof   :"]

For Prof Ariff and Family

Sunday, 4 March 2012


Alhamdulillah, just done with the mukhayyam of the year..can't wait for the next one ^_^

Oh Allah, thank you very much for the great day! (and daySSS) ^^..

Allah has blessed me during this mukhayyam as He had engineered that I  went to the programme with these beautiful people (my classmates)..may Allah bless them all..ameen :)

now what???


important notes:
1. Mingle with the society. If you think you're safe from the illness in it, think about the future generations then!!!
2. Let's change to a more soleh person everyday. 
'the only person I have to be better than, is the person I was yesterday' :')
3. To know dakwah, is to do dakwah!

Wednesday, 22 February 2012

melawan arus


yeah! kena derah skek klu nk lawan arus!

huk2..bakpe plok tbe2 nok lawang arus ni? sbb gini citenyer..

haih..xtaula bakpe byk beno kijo loni..hish..nk kater tension tu dokla babnyer xdop pung dok tonggeng cam orang laing.. tp nyer rse serabut tu msti doh..jadinyer, x kire r byk kijo ke dok, tp 'kijo2' kegemaran ttap wat gak..contohnyer isi blog nih..(tau dh slh grema nih, tp biar ah..)

bak kate sorg yg bijok ngat:

        'i will not let my schooling interfere with my education' - Mark Twain (chewah...)

irony kan? tp bler pike2 blik btul ngat.. education gives you more than school does..if you go to school you get to graduate, but look at how much graduates are jobless currently? but education gives you more than that..tgkla org yg berjaya cam steve jobs n the gang..

nk kne carik la ayat qur'an ke. Hadith ke. citer sirah ke. yg describe pasal ni. huu. 

Wednesday, 8 February 2012


"Cinta". Perkataan yang biasa kita dengar dan ungkapkan. 
Setiap manusia yang berpeluang hidup di muka bumi ini pasti mengalami perasaan cinta.  Manusia memang dilahirkan secara fitrahnya mempunyai perasaan cinta.
Seorang ibu sanggup berkorban nyawa untuk anaknya kerana cintanya kepada anak.
Seorang bapa sanggup berkorban harta dan tenaga kerana perasaan cintanya kepada keluarga. 
Seorang penuntut sanggup mengharungi susah dan payah kerana cintanya kepada ilmu. 
Seorang perwira sanggup berkorban jiwa kerana cintanya kepada tanahair. 
Seorang hartawan sanggup berkorban masa dan maruah kerana cintanya kepada harta. 
.. dan seorang pencinta kononnya sanggup merentasi lautan berapi lantaran cintanya kepada kekasihnya. 
Secara dasarnya, kita sanggup berbuat apa sahaja kerana ingin menjaga dan mengejar cinta.
Itulah cinta.  Ia fitrah.  Dan ia juga boleh menjadi fitnah. 
Ia boleh menjadikan seseorang mulia atau hina.  Ia bisa merubah manusia menjadi lebih baik di sisi Tuhan dan manusia, dan ia  juga bisa menjatuhkan nilai seseorang dari sudut pandangan Tuhan dan manusia.
Sudah lama kita menjalani kehidupan ini, dan sudah banyak kali perkataan 'cinta' kita ungkapkan dan luahkan. 
Di kesempatan yang terbatas ini, marilah kita bermuhasabah.  Muhasabah tentang cinta.  Mudah-mudahan muhasabah ini bisa menyedarkan kita semua akan di mana letak duduknya rasa cinta kita?  Di tempat yang sepatutnyakah?  Atau sudah tersasarkah cinta kita selama ini?
01.Orang yang beriman sangat cinta kepada ALLAH
"Dan di antara manusia ada orang-orang yang menyembah tandingan-tandingan selain Allah; mereka mencintainya sebagaimana mereka mencintai Allah. Adapun orang-orang yang beriman sangat cinta kepada Allah..." - [Al-Baqarah: 165]
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02.Amaran Kepada Yang Meletakkan Cinta Kepada Mahkluq Melebihi Cinta Kepada ALLAH
Katakanlah: "Jika bapa-bapa, anak-anak, saudara-saudara, isteri-isteri, kaum keluargamu, harta kekayaan yang kamu usahakan, perniagaan yang kamu khawatiri kerugiannya, dan tempat tinggal yang kamu sukai, adalah lebih kamu cintai dari Allah dan Rasul-Nya dan dari berjihad di jalan-Nya, maka tunggulah sampai Allah mendatangkan keputusan-Nya." "Dan Allah tidak memberi petunjuk kepada orang-orang yang fasik." - [At-Taubah: 24]
Cukuplah dengan dua ayat al-Quran di atas bagi kita mula bermuhasabah. 
Jika selama ini kita telah meletakkan cinta dan perhatian kepada makhluq, nah mulai hari ini marilah kita letakkan semula rasa cinta dan kasih itu di tempat yang sepatutnya. 
Menyedari bahawa meletakkan cinta kepada ALLAH mengatasi segala-galanya, kita mesti membuktikan rasa cinta itu. 
Tidak cukup dengan hanya kalimah "aku cintakan ALLAH" atau "ALLAH adalah segala-galanya buatku" atau seumpama dengannya.  Ia mesti dibuktikan!
ALLAH subhanahu wata'ala telah berfirman di dalam al-Quran tentang pembuktian cinta kepada ALLAH adalah dengan mengikuti segala suruhan dan perintah yang telah disampaikan oleh Rasulullah sallAllahu 'alaihi wasallam:
Katakanlah: "Jika kamu (benar-benar) mencintai Allah, ikutilah aku, nescaya Allah mengasihi dan mengampuni dosa-dosamu." "Allah Maha Pengampun lagi Maha Penyayang." - [Ali-Imran: 31]
Justeru, bagi merealisasikan rasa cinta kepada ALLAH, kita juga mesti meletakkan rasa patuh dan cinta kepada Rasulullah sallAllahu 'alaihi wasallam. Al-hubb (cinta) dan al-ittiba' (ikut) Rasulullah sallAllahu 'alaihi wasallam adalah suatu yang dituntut agama.
Muslimin-muslimat sekalian,
Sudah banyak rasa kecewa menyinggahi jiwa kita.  Sudah tidak terkira kita rasa sedih apabila orang yang kita cintai membuat sesuatu yang tidak kita sukai.  Sudah acap kali kita didatangi keresahan apabila harta yang kita cintai hilang atau berubah hakmilik.  Ya, cinta kepada makhluq pasti mengundang kekecewaan.
Sekiranya cinta dan kasih diletakkan kepada ALLAH melebihi rasa cinta kita kepada makhluqNYA, nescaya kita tidak akan didatangi kecewa.  Sedih yang melanda akan segera terubat apabila cinta kepada ALLAH menguasai jiwa.  Malah, jiwa akan hidup dalam ketenangan dan kemanisan iman akan mula menyerap ke dalam jiwa.
Hadis riwayat Anas radhiAllahu 'anhu, dia berkata bahawa Nabi sallAllahu 'alaihi wasallam bersabda:
"Ada tiga hal yang barang siapa mengamalkannya, maka ia dapat menemukan manisnya iman, yaitu orang yang lebih mencintai Allah dan Rasul-Nya daripada yang lain, mencintai orang lain hanya karena Allah, tidak suka kembali ke dalam kekufuran (setelah Allah menyelamatkannya) sebagaimana ia tidak suka dilemparkan ke dalam neraka." - [Shahih Muslim No.60]
Semoga tulisan yang ringkas ini bisa mencetus rasa ingin memperbaiki rasa cinta kepadaNYA.  Mudah-mudahan kita semua tergolong di dalam kumpulan manusia yang meletakkan dambaan cinta dan redha ALLAH sebagai yang terutama, amin.
Wallahu A'lam.