Wednesday, 10 August 2016

1st pregnancy

I still remember the day I first got to know about my first pregnancy.. My period was about 2-3 days late.. I just withdraw from my OCP around 8 weeks before.. Syafiq was reluctant to do the UPT test as scared of disappointment because my period isn't exactly on time.. But I still do it.. We bought the kit in between the lectures and I did the test in the library toilet. And there,  it was 2 lines.. I was myself speechless.. I was just smiling to myself as I walked towards syafiq and give him a nod. And he didn't believe it.. He bought another kit and I had to try it again at home.. So I did, and the same result.. Everyone we told after that were surprised and speechless too..

Well,  I guess that's it for now =)

Sunday, 6 October 2013

my husband~

bismillahirrahmaan ar-raheem...

okay, i know very well that i have not been writing for almost a year (i think...)...
a few hours after our nikah ^^

the reason is, i am not so quite myself anymore..i am a wife to the dearest man, my husband..became part of his family, the daughter of his parents, and the eldest sister for his younger brothers and sisters...alhamdulillah...alhamdulillah..and alhamdulillah..I can never be thankful enough to Allah (swt) for this gift of life. 

I've never thought in my life that I would get a husband this wonderful...

when i said that i am not so quite myself anymore, only the status change, I am still me..I still wear and do the things that I do..which I thought I had to change after being married..but this wonderful husband of mine, accepts me the way I am..and I am so thankful for it..for I can be myself..thank you abang for loving me the way I am :)

I've never really know the kind of guy I wanna marry, until I know this man that I am married to now. Alhamdulillah..when I got to know him, Allah(swt) opened my heart so I could recognise features of a man who is worthy as a life partner, a father of my children and a leader of our family in him. Alhamdulillah...

and I guess, that's for me to know, and others to find out ;p

Monday, 30 September 2013


Maafkan daku, syafaatku...

In happy times, I wish that I would open you,
but only in the sad ones, do these wish come true.

Thursday, 30 August 2012

Monday, 6 August 2012


ok. hari ni da start type report. tp cam sblum ni, bler start type report, time tu la start blik pinar2 mata sbb duk crik literature review.
tp x ksahla.yg tu projek hari2. so x bes nk criter.

criter bes pe eh arini? x bes pn. eh2, mnede x bes. org mukmin tu sokmo bersyukur. arini sbnanye bes, sbb boleh start wat report, sbb sblum ni kne wat analysis sokmo.alhamdulillah.
n then, dpt wat kuih cornflakes yg modified skit.

so, org nk type skit resipi kat sini. sbb org suker hilangkan brg, termasukla buku2 tulis yg lme2 tu yg org gne utk salin resipi. jadi org ingat sng skit klu abadikan dlm blog ni. sbb inshaAllah, lg x hilang.

so..resipi ni mmg bukan aku punya (tu agak obvious, mmg xyah ckp pn snanye.heh) dari link ni

ni lah ku buat..

1) Sediakan bahan2 (ni bibik ajar setelah bbrape kali ku wat dapur pening sbb salu stat dgn ape2 bahan yg ader dlu pastu bru crik yg lain2.hehe.
bahan2: corn flakes 5 cawan, golden syrup (ganti honey) 5 sudu besar, susu pekat manis 2 sudu besar, dgn cups yg tomey2 tuh..oh lpe, marjerin/butter dlm 2 sudu besar
2)cairkan marjerin tu atas api
3)masukkan golden syrup n honey tu.
4)pastu masukkan corn flakes tu cup-by-cup (so sng skit nk gaul)


Sunday, 5 August 2012

sempena nuzul Qur'an

today is 17th of Ramadhan, subhaanallah, how time flies. it was just yesterday when i said to bibik, i don't wan tomorrow to come, i don't want to go to another week. but alhamdulillah, tsumma alhamdulillah, Allah kurniakan satu nikmat untuk bernafas dengan kesihatan iman dan tubuh badan untuk satu hari lagi. untuk terus memberi khidmat sebagai hambaNya. terima kasih Allah :)

hari ni bce surah at-taubah, jumpa satu ayat yg besh. huu. at-taubah:51

قُلْ لَنْ يُصِيبَنَا إِلَّا مَا كَتَبَ اللَّهُ لَنَا هُوَ مَوْلَانَا ۚ وَعَلَى اللَّهِ فَلْيَتَوَكَّلِ الْمُؤْمِنُونَ
Katakanlah: "Sekali-kali tidak akan menimpa kami melainkan apa yang telah ditetapkan Allah untuk kami. Dialah Pelindung kami, dan hanya kepada Allah orang-orang yang beriman harus bertawakal".

there is more to this verse than just to be recited during times of calamity. nak hafal la ayat ni. :')

Tuesday, 24 July 2012

day 8

today is the 8th day we're fasting, but not from food and srink, that person would probably know about what..

alhamdulillah, Allah has made us through this 8 days, oh Allah, please lengthen it for us as long as that halal relationship is yet to come. please ya Allah, i beg you for this one. Ameen.

this is the 5th day of fasting, alhamdulillah. there is little that i've done, but oh Allah, please accept from me the little things that i do, and forgive for me all the sins i did, be it small or big. ameen.