sooo not worth it, alright!!!

it is sooo not worth it being unhappy due to other people, okay!!!some ppl just could not get it that they are being very difficult to other ppl...xtaula org tu sedar ke x yg de tgh ssahkn org..huu..ssah sgt nk ttapkn n istiqomah dgn sabar.lg ssah nk blaja utk memaafkn n bersangka baik..
tapi,dalam byk2 tu,yg paling tak berbaloi sekali,bila diorang tu rosakkan hari kiter..tu la plg x berbaloi sekali n patut dijauhkan..huhhuhuhuuhhh..sabar!!!tak boleh lama macam ni..nanti termeletup..lebih baik plan for the worst..prepare to face them..face-to-face..huuu

once upon a week =)

alhamdulillah..a week has passed.. a week full of lessons and datelines..but alhamdulillah, we all enjoyed it..earlier in the week we were packed with presentations, tutorials n seminars..most of the classes n presentations were unexpected..as in sudden cancellation and different styles of lecturers..agak sulit untuk diceritakn dgn detail..tp ape2 pn,ktorg blaja byk jgak..huu..and for our group we have an extra load because it was our turn to go into the OT..plus,we've got to find our own extra time to get on with our case write-up, which is due on friday (which was yesterday)
for the case write-up,alhamdulillah, i got my case on saturday last week..and managed to get everything done just in time..

tp kte hidup bkan sbg robot kn?mjalankn rutinnya yg sama saban hari,tanpa arah tujuan dan matlamat..yg hanya tahu tunduk pd arahan..yg rutinnya mkn, minum n tdo (tp robot xleh mkn, minum n tdo)..it's more than that..tidaklah Allah ciptakn manusia tu dgn sia-sia..selain ilmu medic yang menjadi kewajipan atas diri ni, ilmu islam juga harus kutuntutkn..ini adalah untuk tarbiah diri sendiri..

alhamdulillah, diberi kesempatan untuk 'ber'-usrah, ptg khamis (lpas OT n seminar)..smpi lmbt,tp msih sempat bersama2 k su dgn adik-beradik usrah yang lain..tazkirah disampaikn oleh k su adlh mengenai tujuan asal hidup..hidup manusia adlh utk berperanan, dan bkanlah bermain2..sebab, Allah tidak akan menciptakan apa sekali pn dlm keadaan sia2..dan kenapa manusia sendiri nk sia2 kn hidupnya dengan kelalaian dan keseronokan yang merugikan..

dlm berperanan, tmasuklah tanggungjawab2 kte sbg seorang hamba kepada Tuhannya, seorang anak, seorang kawan, seorang murid, dan plg tidak lupa skali, sebagai seorang umat..stiap insan tidak akan lari dari berperanan..tp yg mbezakn adlh, mcm mn kte mlaksanakannya..dan sekali lg, yg mbezakn cara kte mlaksanakannya adlh bl kte tau knaper kte mlaksanakannya..dan mengapa perlu kte melaksanakannya sedemikian rupa..seperti bezanya orang yang menuntut ilmu untuk ujian akhir tahun dgn org yang menuntut ilmu kerana ingin tahu..dan tak perlulah bg kita mengata orang, tapi pertikaikanlah usaha kte sendiri..si penulis harap untuk memperbaiki dirinya sendiri..

marilah kte same2 renungkan kembali surah al-asr..walaupn pendek, tp byk yg dapat kte ambil pelajaran..
[1] Demi Masa!
[2] Sesungguhnya manusia itu dalam kerugian -
[3] Kecuali orang-orang yang beriman dan beramal soleh, dan mereka pula berpesan-pesan dengan kebenaran serta berpesan-pesan dengan sabar. 

patience

bismillahirrahmanirrahim..there are too much to be improved..among what had been obvious lately, temper (bkan tempe..hehe)..it had been easy lately for me to shout at people..i've raised my voice to a few people within the last 2 days..wonder if i could blame the hormones..i'm sure i'm not usually this way..(hope so!)..though sometimes it made me feel satisfied, but thinking back, not cool!!!i would get annoyed if there had been anyone like that around..hehe..like what someone mentioned to me once, patience is when you wait peacefully.. nothing gets changed by being angry, you'll only provoke people..and stimulate their reflex to defend themselve..which is to fight you back..and in the end, guess who wins???syaitan, of course..
that's why Rasululullah (s) had reminded us that the strongest person among you is not the one who wins at every fight, but one who is able suppress his anger..because by that, he is able to beat the an invisible, but ultimate enemy of every human kind, the syaitan.. May Allah bless and give strength to keep on going with a positive and healthy mind..and to be constantly patient in all cases that are required..inshaAllah..

peace of mind

wow..today is unexpected..perhaps it was a sequence from yesterday..i slept well after maghrib to wake up only at 12.30 midnight.. i thought then i wouldn't be able to sleep anymore for the rest of the night (which is actually a good thing because i've gotta catch-up with the case write-up)..turn out, i can't help it by 4 something..so, i woke around 6.30 to get the day started n all..in the ward, there wasn't much thing happened..just regular clerking, ward rounds n all..after that, had lunch n went to jhc to continue my write-up..at around 2.30 pm, we went to follow clinic..

at the clinic, there had been a few patients before this chinese uncle came..our specialist was clerking him and asking him questions in mandarin (and of course my friend n i couldn't understand)..our specialist went to ask a question then suddenly the uncle burst into tears..the room went silent..after a few moments have passed, the specialist had finished with the uncle n the uncle went with her niece to leave the room..

and the dr. went "you guys didn't know right what i was talking about that the pakcik cried?"..n the dr. went "have you ever thought of not getting married???after finish medical school, housemen n medical officer, be a paediatrician, then be a neonatologist..n suddenly, when you realized it, you're already too old to get married???"well, i could sense that at this point of time, where we are going to..

then the story began:

"the pakcik happens to not get married at his age (the uncle must have been 60+)..he was doing fine n ok..but  his dream of living in his home,peacefully, at jerantut suddenly shattered when he had a head injury..although he wasn't debilitated at any part physically, he was cautious to not live on his own because he was scared that if anything happened, there wouldn't be anyone around.."then he went on.."of course he could have love and care (as in tumpang kasih) from siblings and nephews or nieces..but even then, each and every person has their own life..this is not an accusation, but it's just how normal people do..no matter what,the nieces and nephews are still other ppl's children..so, who to care for him??the old folks home.."

it's very sad to hear the story, we almost cried listening to the story..how the pakcik must have had tried so hard to keep his tears back,but he was defeated then..n then, our dr went on talking and giving some advices..about socializing, who to trust, about being careful in choosing, n most importanly, is not to let ourself into the situation..then there was a point when reminded us that money isn't everything (couldn't rmmbr how he got there)..n of course, there are many more advices, but i couldn't write (or remember) everything..

so, the moral of the story, you'll never want to live alone and go into the old folks home..it's human nature to have the sense of belonging, since a child, until his deathbed..but of course, nothing in this world lasts forever..when the time comes for us to leave, there are only 3 things that keeps on benefitting us. As our Porphet Muhammad saw had thaught us:  "Three things help a man after his death, and these are: a charity given by him, a good habit he taught to others and a good offspring he leaves behind, who prays for his forgiveness."

dear diary~

haha..i'm so sorry,i didn't take a picture of the crumbles i made.but i will post the-making-of versions..it finished on the same night,so what dya guess the taste was???hee..*perasan!!!*
byk bnde x t'buat time cuti nih..huu
tp byk jgak bnde yg t'buat..hehe..
isnin : pegi seremban n spent d night there..
slase : blik dri seremban petang..pastu tman mama tgk katil n tilam utk rmah baru..lpas tu, dlm pkul 5 cmtu..amek gha kat lrt..gha stayed with us for 2 nights..
rabu : asiah, jiha n me went to ice-skating  at sunway pyramid..mama brought us with her to DSH in the morning, n we mat k ya there, who sent and stayed, but didn't skate with us at the sunway pyramid..we stopped skating only at 1:20pm, after which k ya sent us to putra asiajaya..from there we reach klcc at around 2..as sson as we reach klcc,we went to pray n quickly rush up for the film..Tron legacy,3D..n yeah, we had loadzz of fun..we then went for asar, then only we had our lunch, it must've been after 5..we took a stroll around the fountain,n head for gelato ice-cream..we reached home nearly 7 that evening..
the best part is that we managed to pray on time throughout d day..hee..
thursday: jiha has to go home today because she have an appointment at kuantan at 2:30 pm..so i sent her at the lrt around 10..then went to my nenek's house n had breakfast there..at 11:30 am went to  pick up my grandfather from his physio at HUKM..went to the bank..then pick up ma..went to tesco with nenek, we finished buying stuffs around 6..rushed home with asiah n nenek..had the intention to help around because baba had a few guests yesterday..but turned out to be, they didn't need my help..hehe..then by 9pm, we leave home to pick up a relative, n spent the night at nenek's house...
today,we're gonna take a trip to kuantan, spend a night or two there, i guess..then ma n ba will leave me at kuantan on the sunday..all i can say is that,i'm content!!!

high~~~

yup..i'm high..i'm going to suffer from withdrawal once the school break is over..
i just love holidays..you get to do every single thing you wished to..hrmm..
this feeling..it's undescribable..hehe..
it's almost a week of holidays..n yeap,i'm lovin' it..guess what,i'm making a strawberry crumble bars..yum3..can't wait..can't wait to show you the results..
well,i've better get on and have the most of my holidays..
i'm also planning to make my own personal purse..
n then,i want to make sure i'll visit the rumah solehah at least once in this week..
plus, i've also catch-up with my hafazan..
i'm not pro in driving yet, but i think i'm confident enough to drive places where i've not been,which is quite an improvement from me..
it's a wonder how ppl only realizes what they've got,until and only, what they've got is only what they've left..hehe..
well, x paham xpe..huu..
k..chowzz chin chow..slmz =>

monday yg x sbrape blue..huu..(sbab esok nk blik..)

huu..sok ad klas kul 8..xtau lg abes kul bp..pastu,ad klas kul 3 jgak..tp wat short case, better la..n then, BLIK!!!yeay..huu..x sabanyer..nk blik..hihiihihi..

to day is hari arafah, org2 yg tgh wat haji g wat wukuf, bkumpul kat pdg arafah..dlm salah satu hadis Rasulullah

Daripada Jabir telah berkata : telah bersabda Rasulullah S.A.W yang artinya : Apabila tiba hari Arafah maka sesungguhnya Allah telah memuji dengan mereka para malaikat maka kataNya : lihatlah kepada hamba-hambaKu yang telah datang padaKu dengan berdebu dalam keadaan berduyun-duyun daripada setiap pelusuk, Aku bersaksi depan kamu(malaikat) bahawa Aku telah mengampuni mereka. Maka kata malaikat : Sesungguhnya ada di kalangan mereka pulan telah baligh dan pulan.Sabda baginda lagi : Allah berfirman: sesungguhnya Aku telah mengampuni mereka. Sabda Rasulullah S.A.W : maka tiada daripada hari lebih ramai orang yang bebas daripada neraka daripada hari Arafah. 
- Hadis isnadnya sohih dikeluarkan oleh Ibnu Khuzaimah dan Baihaqi-

Lagi satu...

Daripada Sayyidatina ‘Aisyah bahawa Rasulullah S.A.W telah bersabda yang artinya : Tiada daripada hari yang lebih ramai daripada membebaskan Allah padanya hamba daripada neraka daripada hari Arafah. Dan sesungguhNya akan mengasihani, kemudian Dia bangga depan malaikat maka Dia bertanya : Apakah yang dikehendaki oleh mereka itu? 
- Hadis isnadnya sohih dikeluarkan oleh imam Muslim, Nasai’e, Ibnu Majah, Ibnu Khuzaimah, Darqatni, Hakim dan al-Baihaqi –

Hari ni digalakkan berpuasa bg org2 bkan sedang mlaksanakn ibadah haji..sbbnye......

Rasulullah S.A.W telah ditanya mengenai puasa hari Arafah (9 Zulhijjah)? maka jawab Rasulullah S.A.W yang bermaksud : Dikaffarah(diampun dosa) setahun lalu dan setahun akan datang. (Sahih Muslim)

Moga2 kte smuer tergolong dlm mereka yg diberikan keampunan oleh Allah, dan dibebaskan dari api neraka..amiin..